Why Love For Other Species Ought To Save the World

So we now have a five-part test, against which to measure love.  Welcome to better living through legal reasoning.

But let’s stop to consider some possible implications.  What if we’ve just invented the first test to prove, to a measurable certainty, whether love exists?  What if this heralds the dawning of a new era?  We could be in line for a Nobel or Oscar or something.  For the acceptance gown, I’m thinking edgy.  Vivienne Westwood.

Or let’s just skip public acclaim.  It can be so empty.  What about good old-fashioned American spiritual-materialist capitalism.  We could make some money here!  With a patent and the right packaging, this could be like a pregnancy test.  After a questionable night, you could just drop in at the corner drug and pick up the kit.

Here’s what the five-part test looks like, as applied to disprove love.  (We’d have to build in a warning protocol.  Condition Red!  Brace for impact!  Seek help immediately!)

(1)  Our own certainty is not proof of truth.

Here are some certainties from my sorry past.  I am defective.  Don’t measure up.  Have poor judgment.  Am insufficiently socialized.  Tense, always on the muscle.  Never satisfied.  Oversensitive.  Hair, clothes, etc. etc. everything.  All wrong.

Of all this I became quite certain. Had lots and lots of evidence to confirm it (it being a self-fulfilling prophesy).  In educated circles, my therapist tells me, this is known as an “internalized rejecting object.”  A/k/a/ poor self-esteem, inner critic, etc. etc.

But glory be unto the good M&V memo to self.  Our own certainty is not proof of truth.

(2)  We live *not* in the world according to moi, but in a world we bring forth with others.

The above certainties are what I was told by others, in bringing me forth.  I then turned to those, and then to other, others; I acted out those certainties; and I received (as it seemed to me) confirming feedback.  Oh you’re so right, Anita.  You are no damn good.  (I knew it!  I was certain!)

And the flip on that one, as my injured and indignant self would waste no time in answering back, was that others were no damn good either.  And they were no damn good first.  Bah-boom.

But, again.  My certainty about self and others, as brought forth in dialogue between us, taken as proof of truth.

(3)  “Others” necessarily means “those who are different from us.

If I were to take my measure of myself and others from my own internal rejecting certainties, as I was vigorously engaged in doing, I wasn’t seeing self as different from what I’d been told about self.  Nor was I seeing others as “other.”  I was seeing the whole caboodle through my received lens, judging them by my own received internal yardstick.  That wasn’t me checking for others’ differences, or checking what I’d been told as against how it was working for (or against, more like) me or them.  That was me insisting that my version of self and others was the certain truth.

(4)  So as things were, there it was:  Certainty, sitting four-square in the middle, thwarting acceptance of myself and others.  And thus,

(5)  I was living in a world of indifference and negation under pretense of love.

Who could care, in such a world?  Why bother?

Until Bugs.  Who, at last, presented convincing data otherwise.

The thing about our friends of other species is, they don’t know from internalized rejecting object.  They just are.  And we poor human suckers can knock ourselves out imposing our internalized rejecting objects on them all we want to – or even if we don’t want to, because we can’t help it.  Our friends from other species take not a blind bit of notice.  They go on about the business of being just as they are.  (Actually, as I read this again, I believe they can take notice — and if they do, it’s to their cost.  Poor them.)

So this birthing experience with Bugs the MidBeing has been, for me, about how, just like it’s always been ever since the expulsion, new being is brought forth in pain – but (if very lucky) in possession of all ten fingers and toes and in complete and redemptive wholeness.

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About nadbugs

Anita loves cats. This must be because she, too, has had nine lives. She’s been dancing since she could walk, she was a commercial artist and advertising producer, she earned a third-degree black belt in Aikido, she is a drummer with the Afrique Aya Dance Company, she is an attorney, and she’s a meditator and a devoted student of Nonviolent Communication. She also spent one lifetime sidelined with a devastating back injury in 1992. Since then – FELDENKRAIS METHOD® to the rescue. The FELDENKRAIS METHOD is all about dreaming concretely – thinking intelligently and independently by way of a gracious and kind physicality. The work affords all who study it a process by which to reach, with movement, into the mind and the heart, to make nine lives into one whole being.
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3 Responses to Why Love For Other Species Ought To Save the World

  1. Pattie Williams says:

    What a long way we have come…when I first started reading this I certainly was prepared to hear about Bugs and you. Little did I realize that I would be dipping into brain science. In retrospect, I now realize that of course that would be a part of this journey with you. And I am very much pleased to be reading what I am since I want to find ways to be centered…all the while staying open to possibilities. Yielding “certainty” that is the kind that negates certainly inspires me. And reading your perspectives along with links to your sources deepens my own exploration.

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